Showing posts with label Frustrated. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Frustrated. Show all posts

Friday, April 8, 2011

FAILED MISSION

This girl is so friendly to me but when I try to catch her, she refused to be carried!
I failed on the first day, today I try again.
After so much of struggling with her, she jumped into the passenger seat!
HURRAY ! I told myself. I did it!
I started the engine, wind down the window slightly and went in to fetch Middie who is due for his 2nd vaccination.

The minute I secure Middie in the back cage, Bindi jumped out from the car window!!!
Shit! Shit! Shit! I was cursing to myself.
All my hard work under the hot sun, ALL GONE !!
I have tried to help so many stray mamas,I have never succeeded.
The one whom I can help initially was put to sleep!
I am so frustrated and want to give up BUT I CAN'T !
I know I will not be happy if I do not get anyone spayed!
I must still do it even though it could be after her next litter.
I just pray hard that I will succeed.